syzygy

I have a program, but occasionally I play some instruments in myself.

Well, I understand that, my face is easily missed. You might have to miss my dancing too though.

All on the computer baby! My friend has a studio and I was meant to go and use it over the summer but it never happened, but hopefully soon I'll go there.

I liked the video! I didn't get round to making one this week, I am annoyed at myself.

Ahh of course, that's absolutely fine! Thank you, I'm glad you like it. And the money does go to me, but I don't mind people downloading them for free!

oh wow I'm so sorry! I haven't been on in so fucking long but now I'm skyping with taylor and I logged back in

It
took me ages
to realize you're floggedbymuse.

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I can make it in 14 hours (and €700), you're the most expensive whore ever.

i suppose it is, but to be honest, i'm quite a shit driver as well... but this guy was just out of line! nearly cost me an arm and a leg.

god, i know she is. she kills me, she's way too smart for me. and i wish we could! but we live half an hour away from another, so it's a bit difficult. but we do take advantage of the time we have together!

whaaaaaat?? extra in a student film AND london?!?! TELL ME MORE.

i was just in a two-lane street that was crowded with cars. literally bumper to bumper. and i had to merge into the right lane. so as i do, it's going okay as i slip into the very minimal space provided for my car. then, the car in front of me decides to immediately stop and turn right without turning their signal on, as i'm going about forty behind them. that was a frightening moment! but she was not in the car, no. i just thought of her. and by the way, we were talking last night, and this was said (concerning my jealousy)

K: "ugh. if you're going to roam the world with me you must learn to translate that jealousy into passion for the bedroom. just saying."
Me: "you have to give me a chance first."
K: "i will. not now, though. you know that."

so yeah, this whole waiting thing is really killing me. ANYWAY. enough about me! what's the life of dani like?

whatever you say, dani!

yeah, i guess i do actually think like this. and by the way, just about thirty minutes ago i almost got into a huge car accident, and everything slowed down and all i could think of was K. like, i'm in the driver seat, my car is about an inch away from crashing into the car in front of me, and i slammed the brakes, and time slowed and i just saw K smiling, and i felt really happy and warm, and then i heard screeching and i came back to reality. that was weird. and my memory of us on my birthday was seven months ago, july 9th, right before one in the afternoon.

no! i really didn't. when i turned that one into my advisor, she said she gets tired of telling me how great my writing is. and i had people come up to me saying things you're saying, that they pissed themselves laughing. and i sincerely do not see it. it's not even modesty! i just don't see it.

i feel like all this pain i've felt, this entire ordeal, sure it hurts. and i'm willing to suffer for eternity for her, but damn. this is going to be a great story, isn't it? and she is, she's the smartest person i know. she's in IB and she got straight a's. that's just ridiculous. and i do. i had strong, strong feelings for her the entire time i knew her. but it was on my birthday, when it was just us. she took me to this burger place that uses waffles as buns. really, REALLY good. we finish eating and we start driving again, and the middle by jimmy eat world comes on. and we both just start belting the lyrics at the top of our lungs. and i stop and look over at her, and i see the happiness in her. i see how beautiful she is and i couldn't stop looking. and it was at that point i realized i truly loved her. i remember it exactly. she wore dreamcather earrings, a rolling stones t-shirt, jean shorts, and converse shoes. her eyes shined exceptionally bright that day and her hair fell to the middle of her back. that's my fondest memory of her.