Coco Mademoiselle

Well i've always felt that I am to be honest! Things ended badly afterall. It's only the last 10 days or so i've felt like this is just a mix of everything as i've said building up inside! I'm sure it will be fine though!

But you know what I always say "You'll never change whats been and goen" and I do believe that...........I wouldn't take her back in a million years never! so i think I am over her. But thats just added to other things!

Oh well come the autumn i'll have a far better idea of where my lifes going! at the moment it's stalled.

True I know, I know. But you know how it is!............I mean she even offered me a drink, but I just hate the way it ruined my whole night seeing her! I don't wanna look back only forward but thats fucked things up completely now!

We said High.....she then offered to buy me a drink which i said "no thank you to" and that was it....it ruined the rest of my night though which is me being stupid again! *sighs*

Yeah I know......... I wasn't having a go at you or anything.....and i'm glad you're trying to help I just wish I could do the same for you...... I bumped into my ex last night actually

Haha what makes it best for me.....Do I really need that much guidance?

Well maybe.....but only cos of mistakes I have made in the past I try not to make the same mistake twice ! Anyway I'm improving in that respect so don't be sighing you would want me to be any other way

Oh i know I wasn't........but then you wouldn't want it different either

And then cause rifts with friends I do like? It's hard and runs deeper than I first expected but I agree they're not worth it but whats a man to do.

The thing is you know what I'm saying is right and you don't believe all men are the same.stop denying it.........Plus of course i'll pick the easy option I have my work cut out with you enough









Wouldn't want it any other way

I know, I know you're not and I wouldn't want it any other way! Yeah that is true...but it's a difficult situation believe me!

Well it'll be easier for me to prove it by using what you said

So you just make mistakes out of stupidity then rather than being tired.......fair enough I do not lie!


I so have.......but i'm not allowed to mention them or back up any of my points
with something you have said