Coco Mademoiselle

Maybe when you've been away for a bit she'll come round. Respect has to be a two way thing though people should treat you the same as you treat them I reckon, have you told her how you feel about that? I have told my mum, but I suppose maybe it's hard for her she cant hepl but scrutinize....... especially if it's a girlfriend or a mate she always warns me to be carefull and worries constantly What I eman is I'm British over European, i'm not to keen on this whole EU idea adn EU treaty and things!

The French are good at it I must say! , but then so are the Brits mayeb we're both a nation of moaners. I moan constantly too! I alwasy have something to say it doesn't help that i'm somewhat a perfectionist over some things

Yeah I'll hopefully no waht I want to do ebfore I go away in a couple of months

No it's a strange one the way they cant let go! Oh no poor you though thats not a nice thing to say about your daughter. I'm sure she does love you though for who you are though, maybe juts has a funny way of saying it. Well atleast you will be back in England and away from home in a couple of months. Luckily my mums supports me.......but maybe a bit too much. Ha I still don't really no where I belong to be honest! it's a strange one, I don't really feel european though I guess.

One thing i'll say about the French is they are bloody brilliant at striking, and rioting , we're just ametuers in comparison But I don't understand it most of the time they earn good money, have more time off then anyone else and still ask for more cash!.
I'm gonna have to speak to her now though and tell her like I feel, It's just like this morning, I was sat on the Tube with her and all the other passengers and just thought 'I just can't do this anymore'. I'll see what happens, if I od go home it will only be for a bit untill I decide where I want to live and get a job there.

I suppose they mean well? The thing is people get to a certain age and they don't need to be told what to do and whats best for them. My mum still thinks she knows whats best for me but really doesn't I think you must Love her really? maybe not like her as a person but I think theres always love there somwhere......... on saying that I havent seen my dad for eyars and have no intention of doing so. What do you mean she loves you for what you do? Thing is I feel English but am not proud of my country atall I don't support us anymore in any sports or anything and I don't agree with my countries policies!

It's crazy that I never knew that before I worked here, they do nothing but always want a pay rise whats that all about? I'm gonna speak to my Sister about it as I work with her and she lives round the corner from me but I've been miserable here for some time now. I work a little for my Sisters Boyfriend aswell as a researcher so I can carry on doing that and maybe look for another job In Swindon.

No I know you're not, just don't want a mod or an admin having a go about nothing!

Thats what parents are for, they're full of contradictions they forget they were our age once! SO you're from Algerian heritage but feel French I take it, it's like me Even though my dads Italian I feel fully English but then me and my father don't get along.

I might be handing in my notice and move back home I don't know, but I've been thinking the last few days about it! Things are a bit shit in London for me at the moment so maybe I'll move back hoem for a bit untill I find somewhere else to live. Maybe it's a bad idea? Oh damn, I could do with the money actually But then I'm not a driver so I don't count. I'll find out about that though! Do you know they don't even actually drive the trains? it's all done by electrics and computer!!

I don't know if I actually did?, but I pressed the button and it took me to another message screen! just though I should let you know.

Thats good teh rest should just admit how much they admire us aswell! Your mums a traditionalist I take it.......... it it's not one problem its' your parents Thats what I found out.

You can still complain though even if you have. I'm thinking of handing my notice in anyway. Is that true really, How often does that happen I wish it was the same to me I'd have had about 3 bloody golden parachute by now I think it your best bet, it's safer that way, they'll get lost otherwise.

Yeah the southern Italians are more like the old Romans, I don't really look it anyway and I'm not a slime ball like Italians I would never dress like that, I'm Rock 'n' Roll maybe a bit of a Mod

Oh by the way I think I accidentally pressed the report thing on my last message whatever that means!!

Lets just hope it's sooner rather than later then that he does leave! We all know the French love us really thats why the Tunnel was built.

See people always taking advantage of me I knew it! Well I agree anyway I'm always saying how shit it is, but you're have to put in an official complaint I've had enough of those today. People balem me for someone jumping in front of a train or for the track being damaged.......... how is that my fault Haha lnwoing our postal service you're be home before it gets to you!

I know not all do but thats what people say, they are quite dark skinned though. Anyway is looking a bit Italian such a bad thing?

Yeah that game was a crazy experience, I think you're right about the racist chanting I remember one of the arabic Marseille players getting a few jeers from the crowd. It was a tence atmosphere and it all turend into a huge riot outside the stadium! The thing is arnt we meant to be allies now?

Oh god not you aswell! theres been about 3 trains cancelled today including mine so I've alrady had a bollicking from my bosses for being late. Oh dear you walked all that way I couldn't have done that but I agree they should be later running the buses are horrible that time anyway. They'd be able to forward it to you surely, it would be a lot of hassle for you to go all the way back and you're gonna need it before September I take it!

I know I never learned any, people are actually surprised that I'm Italian I don't ahve a big nose or anything I suppose when My hairs long and I'm tanned I do aa bit. But in general I look like a Mancunian I reckon!

We cant help it it's bred into us at an early age! Plus they steal our car radios and our wheels honest! I've been to a Paris Saint Germain Marseille game in Paris about 4 years ago it was crazy. Maybe it is stupid, but then i don't understand the whole British Frenchie hating each other thing.

I work at The London Underground offices in Human Resources so we have to deal with all the passanger and staff problems and complaints and things, so it can be interesting and you get to hear all the gossip But no it's not what i want to do in the long run! Your mail is still in England? can't your housemates forward it on to you then? thats not good though is it?! Especially if you're not back for a while.

Well I do....... well most of them. I think I'll stick to French then Spanish was too hard anyway! My dad was born in Palermo in Sicily actually but I don't see him anymore so I cant speak a word of Italian it looks bloody hard though

Maybe I'll listen to them then se what i think! The Beatles don't count though John Lennon is like a god without him and them no Oasis so I love them for that very reason Mancunians and people from Liverpool have a rivalry thats where I get that from Their accents are annoying as hell too!

Tell me about it I've lost all motivation for anything at the moment even at work I'm on here or playing on the net ! I know what you mean I find it hard to properly hate people, I don't hold grudges and usually remember the good things when Really I shouldn't.

I have to admit I have, not by fault of my own though I balem my mates! 'Um that true actually well in certain situations anyway. Maybe I will buy some I'll be great French or Spanish though? I did both at school!

Yep is all my fault I'll hold my hands up I'm definitely gonna go and catch the the Courteeners I think saw them about a year ago in Manchester when they were starting and they were alright. They're OK but not really my kind of thing there better Manc bands anyway. Who have you seen In Swindon and where? I never knew we really had proper gig back home to be honest. I've not really heard much of the Wombats couple of songs are quite catchy though! although they are from Liverpool

Oh dear still it will have to go away in the end i'm sure you will be soo busy with Uni and stuff. Maybe you should have a bit of hate inside you maybe it will help thing i don't know I still find it hard to hate my ex though. I did stuff aswell that maybe I wouldn't usually do looking back it annoys me cos it got thrwon back in my face,

Oh dear he's in trouble! he resisted alcohol though a British guy would have drunk it straight away! Definitely try that though, it's fool proof I swear and hilarious. If I remember rightly he din't make it out the house while we all went out woke up in the mornign wondering what had happened.

typical women bossing me about see Um i don't know actually I think my mums hid them back home somewhere out of embarrassment