aside from nursing a fractured rib and and waking up to snow on my birthday, i can't really complain. and thanks may i inquire what happened? if it's personal i suppose it doesn't need to be talked about here in visitor messages :P
it sounds as though you're conscious at least that you have some things you can work on, and that's fair. but don't overcompensate if he's not willing to meet you halfway (and work on some of his own issues in turn! everyone has 'em). otherwise you have a pretty one-sided relationship, even if it's casual... and in that sort of 'love' someone always gets left behind.
Well, it is true that he doesn't speak his mind much, but at the same time, I should just learn to relax. But I can't. I didn't use to be like that, but my now ex-ex-bf fucked me up so badly I barely trust anyone when it comes to relationships. As much as I want to let go of the worry and enjoy what we have, it is tood difficult, because the last time I did that, I got super heart-broken, and that resulted in a very stupid behaviour from my part (not with him, with said ex-ex). And I don't want that to happen in any way.
my hair grows ridiculously fast. i'll send some of my hair's mojo in your direction.
and that's not terribly uncommon. it's easy to blame yourself, but always remember that communication is a two-way avenue. perhaps you have misconceptions that you shouldn't, but perhaps the other party isn't communicating clearly enough and that contributes. really, most problems in any relationship (casual, serious, friendship, whatever) boil down to the communication, and our ability to adapt to the level and style of the communication of others on the fly. it's a tricky art for both parties.
i have a feeling, though, that the other party involved here may not be saying enough, leaving you to fill in the blanks for yourself... and what you're writing in just stresses you out further. but i could be very wrong!
I think it's more the way the guy cut my fringe really, it is kinda bouncy. Can't wait until it grows a bit!
It's a long long long story that started a year and half ago. I always end up screwing things up because I'm too scared of getting hurt, i.e. I freak out every now and then. It's so stupid, and I'm just an idiot. I should also stop having misconceptions about it, because they do not help at all.